Active Al-Anon-ism

“He should concentrate on his own spiritual demonstration.” (Chapter Seven, Big Book)

When my Al-Anon-ism is active, here are some of the things I get up to:

- Volunteering for tasks I do not understand

- Launching in to fix situations I do not understand

- Getting it wrong and giving other people work to do

- Not admitting I got it wrong

- Blaming things ‘beyond my control’ (people, things, technology)

- Not paying attention then pleading ignorance

- Not informing myself then pleading ignorance

- Working to improve others’ evaluation of me

- Justification, explanation, and defence when no one asked

- Expressing good intentions to curry favour

When this happens, it means I’m consumed with myself and on autopilot.

The answer to these is self-awareness, pausing, and humility.

Does it need to be said?

Does it need to be said by me?

Does it need to be said right now?