Spiritual Paul used to say, 'There are no adults in God's kingdom. We're all children.'
As soon as 'I got this', 'I don't got this'.
I need to remember this, each day, and the profound and extensive ocean of my own tiny mind, my capacity for nonsense and stupidity, my repetitive folly, and my potential for swift self-destruction.
Much better to be small as a marble, rolling where I'm propelled.