Do I want everything to be turned upside-down and inside-out?
Do I want every belief, value, and attitude to be questioned
and challenged?
Do I want to discover that my sticky little paws are all
over every broken pie, that my fingerprints are on every broken windowpane,
that I am responsible for every single trouble in my life?
Do I want to abandon materialism, hedonism, and every
ideology and practice that is not aligned with the humble anonymous service of
God?
Do I want every defect of character to be uprooted and cast
aside, not so I can have a big life and be a better me but to so radically annihilate
self I can be whittled as a servant of God?
Do I want to spend very large chunks of my free time helping
others through service and sponsorship, to the cost of more agreeable pursuits?
Do I want to place God first and me last?
In that case, I'm ready for the programme.