Why did I keep relapsing?
The alcoholic drama. The hero of the dream. Everything's coming to a head. Season finale!
Why not just drink? In drunk world, there's no audience.
Why not just get sober? The show would be over. No hero. One of the group.
So let's flip back and forth between the two worlds.
The hero of the dream now has a tension, which produces a screenplay.
We're set. Action, lights, camera. And a real-life audience.
That's why new seasons kept getting commissioned.
How does a person get well?
Kill off the hero and join the group.
And that's when I got sober.