God's hand is on the tap. He's watching carefully.
Do I listen to the devil? Do I believe his whisperings?
Planning (beyond the requisite scheduling of the day and advance calendar management), so the feverish thinking about the future, is really an attempt to control because I don't trust God.
If things looked good, I wouldn't need to trust God.
Things not looking good is not a sign that I cannot trust God.
This is a sign that it is time to trust God.
Trusting God means looking past appearances.
Not reformulating appearances so they look good to me.
That's simply an exercise in trying to avoid trusting God altogether.
I'm so stupid I often forget these simple principles.
Dumb, dumb, dumb.
I'm the last person I should consult!